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2006-02-16T21:13:00.000-08:00

RELINK AT embracing-smiles.blogspot.com

2006-02-14T16:45:00.000-08:00

valentine's day today worx...so fun exchanging gifts in plastic bags as if they were drugs lols....hahas hmmm its my best valentine's day...hahas....love it....hahasactually also nothing much to blog about lahx....yupx*may all couples in the world be blessed with a happy valentine's day!

because i got to use embracing smilez as eng blog this is my yesterday's post there....

2006-02-08T01:37:00.000-08:00

relink me at embracing-smilez.blogspot.com i'll still be using smiley bubble for more erm erm personal stuff

2006-01-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

yesterday sch celebrate new year....the usual performances but this time i'm part of it having to perform...xD i think its qute fun actually but very very nervous....really i stepped on my skirt...hahax....when standing up lorx...so long...lols...lucky ever fall down just stumble a bit...but i think the costume quite nice lahs.....not bad...lols.....

every tym performance also get scolded de x( make me feel guilty.....i hate to see people angry cause it makes me feel that i'm in the wrong.....=(

kaex...dun wan to think bout it....=D its going to be new year soon....

not much of a surprise anyway its like this every year lols..

**am i that bad? am i that irritating? something is amiss...i dun understand why...

2006-01-24T03:19:00.000-08:00

wow so long no blog...now i duno where to start with....recently is like ok lorx....those new year deco etc...and today got maths test....arghhhh dun wana think about it le....so wad lorx...it was an oversight on my part!!!!!......i hate these stress and loads that is piling up...haix....

i'm changing nowadays to a self that i dun like...i wonder wads wrong with me....its like i cant stand it....i want the old me!!!!!!

new year's coming and everyone's celebrating...and erm erm erm duno le lahx...

anyway my house is like in a mess.....my mum screaming like hell.....i duno wads wrong lahx...my family is going hay wire...i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stand it.....u think i'm a princess?? like real....please.....everytime i tell u the truth u just laugh...wad can i do....bottle up my sorrows? duno....so far i havent found someone suitable to pour out my grief....hmm.....

kae lahx...the whole family in the mess younger sister bugging me mother nagging older sister hurrying me....ARGH

2005-12-18T05:14:00.000-08:00

back from japan lerx...

in addition, got singled out by qiaoyin tot it was quite fun..ok

ok.here i go.list in no particular order 3 ppl u tok to online, 4 ppl u see in sch, 2 teachers , 3 ppl u love goin out w and 3 ppl in ur sms inbox.

3 ppl tok to online-- xuemei, brina, loretta
4 ppl see in sch-- amanda, yeesin, jia min
2 teachers-- ms ang, lin lao shi
3 ppl love going out with-- xuemei, my sister, my aunt
3 ppl sms inbox-- weilin, xuemei, jia cai

kinda lame rite but quite fun lahx...lolx...

dun feel like crapping about japan...but i think its quite fun there

2005-11-30T04:21:00.000-08:00

leaving s'pore tomorrow lerx...so scared sia...hahax...so i tot i drop a post first...lolx....actually nothing to talk about it also...i just noe the whole of november almost everyday go back sch sia...busy lorx...hahax...after the trip sure FREE...ahhax...like real....
sian although there is so many things for me to do...hmm browsing sites...nothing to do....hmm....hahax....contradicting myself....ahh! bb

2005-11-15T17:18:00.000-08:00

i dun understand i just dun...why is my life so difficult...crap....i dun understand the meaning of this...so wad if they are a big group...does that mean they can lidat bully and shout off remarks....they think the're cool popular and they call the rules there.....haix nvm no use quarreling i noe i surely lose out...but its funny why some ppl still come and hypocrite....

if anyone see this dun misunderstand...is about my pri sch....

***
wad the...i duno who is acting man...crap...i know lahx....who u think u are....copying fashion and stuff...so....anyway one of u must haf copied from somewhere else to....

2005-11-15T12:26:00.000-08:00

**u think i duno ur motive mehx...always lidat...expect people to like follow ur plans then when people ask u then u like purposely reject...u tink i so free mehx....take things earlier will die arh....i just hate it...

haix...later more people misunderstand then cham...but xm is not u lahx....i already told u about it before..see u remember not...but i guess u also forget le lahx...and i think there wun be ppl misunderstand me coz hardly a soul visits my blog!!!!!!!! lolx

^^ stop copying me and following me lehx..although i sometimes copy others too but i duno how to say lahx...u cant possibly stick with me....ai yah better not say better....show off

2005-11-12T18:29:00.000-08:00

oh...update some stuff about that day bbq....erm..at the beach uncover something...look like soccer ball but the surface abit torn and tattered...so xuemei and i tot it was a dead skull....scary and creepy sia....then we dig dig dig...like xiao...hahax...waste time only lahx...coz its still a ball....lolx....so fun lorx....write words on the sand....cool....xm drawing superb sia......

went sch today for briefing and to learn duno wad jap dance...hahax...mopping floor and picking up phone sia....

haix...

**why waste time there lorx...when nothing is done....i dun think i will turn up next time....='[

2005-11-11T12:03:00.000-08:00

let me update some stuff a few days ago..

oh yah...tues went out with xuemei....so funny lorx she...in fact she always funny derx...designed a shirt for mr ng...quite nice the first page...:P hahax....she designed the back pg more...bleagh....but both alslo nice after touch ups....hahax..

thur got p6 gathering....bbq...at quite a weird place...hahax....raining so heavy lorx...lucky the rain stopped....just play play play then at nite eat eat eat....lolx...actually nothing much to talk about the bbq anyway....just quite glad to see my frens bahx.....
sad thing is....xm xiao monkey died....suddenly no sound...hahax....

sianx....busy week...keep going out....go out until i sian....i love my home man!!

especially go that place...always reminds me of work...and always waste time there.....haix....

2005-11-07T12:41:00.000-08:00

i've remember~ the angel that's guarding you
From the day i have found your postcard
It is not just your memory
Might have happiness and sorrow in future
I will always keep you by my side
Never ever letting you be hurt~

** What happens when there is only one guardian star in the sky
I will let it shine on you forever, let blessings~ shine your path
** Definitely there is one day~ Guardian angel appears
That is my longing heart always keeping by your side
The angel would surely~~ be blessed~

*/- sing to the tune of guardian angel...hahax...my eng very poor....only can make until lidat...i only like the 2 sentences with the stars
hahax...going out soon....probably will blog another one today...hahax...surely i guess or perhaps tomorrow...lolx...bye

2005-11-05T18:19:00.000-08:00

sian lehx....duno wad to blog also....wahahha....recently change this blogskin and i lub it man...someone tell me wad to blog lehx...argh....hmm kae lahx...just end off with these few words lopx...bb

2005-11-03T23:28:00.000-08:00

是否记得守护天使的游戏
从我抽到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆

或许未来有快乐也有艰辛
我会把你紧抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后一颗闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引~
总有一天你会看到
Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使它一定能够~感应~

** that was guardian angel's lyrics...nice song....hmm nothing much happened lately just blogging for fun laugher peace and joy...hmm something's troubling me...how how how...somehow i do i will surely make the other angry....haix i hate being in this state...things just cant go the way i want them to be...

stAy at miee blog longEr....

2005-10-31T20:11:00.000-08:00

went to sch for cca then 3pm got break let us go take report book...haix...go wad scholar class.....like shit lahx...so stress.....haix....sure drop derx my results....i only planned to do well in sec 1 anyway.....

sianx....neopets getting boring le lehx.....din play these few days coz always go out go out go out....hahax....nothing to say lehx.....................................................

lolx....bored

*yawns* sianded

ai yah dun blog le lahx....haha

1 grace '05 rox 4eva

1 grace '05 rulex always

1 grace '05 best pals forever

2005-10-25T22:02:00.000-07:00

julia gabriel so fun!!!! i like lorx...is like we perform like less than 5 mins...so i think its quite ok...and its fun...not exactly nervous coz i cant see a thing...its like the moment we got on stage the mic is in front of me i was so hahax...duno how to say that kind of feeling...like "shit shit" that kind of feeling lahx...lolx...
when we start then the lights came on..so bright lorx....cant see anything...thats y not so nervous..

**i dun get it....i dun even think u care at all....u dun even noe me

kaex...so late lerx....not really that late lahx...hahax

^^^i dun wan change class.......i like grace.....1 grace rox.....a neutral class.....

2005-10-24T18:57:00.000-07:00

wad duh.....damn irritating if one doesnt answers the phone...why did i bother calling anyway.....what i sensitive...in the first place i was JUST KIDDING....nvm....since u dun even care y i care so much for this silly silly silly thing!!!!!!!!!! ridiculous.....
**dun force people to do what you yourself dun want to do

today got some kind of rehearsal..open house derx...so tiring carrying all those instruments.....hahax.....but it was quite fun....lucky dun haf the difficult difficult song.....heex
^-^

sian no mood lerx lahx...

oh yah teacher say maybe we'll be different class next year....i dun wan lorx...haix...i tot they say maintain 2 grace....argh....i want mainetain 2 grace lehx!!!!!!! haix...

2005-10-23T21:31:00.000-07:00

at first want to upload sum kelly pics but haix...sumthing wrong lahx...the pic too big then my sis also dun wan help me...whats wrong lahx...everyone leaving me in the lurch....

2005-10-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

wah...quite a long time not post...sianx...
got such an irresponsible father...own fault blame others...what duh!!!!!!.......idiotic.....ok lets drop that subject

sianx....haix....i duno why we ended up lidat....its like....over a silly matter matter matter....just sum beings being over sensitive haf to give us this ending...well since u wished it too....i can only say we are not fated...u never know me....qi2 shi2 ni3 bu4 dong2 wo3 de4 xin4
haix....dun want to blabber about those sad matters....forget it...theres nothing i can comment anyway....

haix....now results come out lerx....not very well done for some subjects...haix.....report book also haven come out...just haf to wait wait and wait...

nothing to talk about lerx...dun want to go about sad matters aGaIn~

2005-10-17T20:10:00.000-07:00

damn bu shuang and unhappy!!!!!

is there a need to be so like....oh my...nvm forget it....

next.....guzheng teacher pick on me again....and its AGAIN!......say what "PROMOTE" ....make me play those difficult difficult derx....think i genius arH!!...argh.....took 3 months to play guzheng 3 which is what the juniors play...then in 3 days expect me learn guzheng 2....xiao.....pick pick pick also no need pick on me mahx....3 DAYS LEHX!!!

haix....nothing much to say coz it spoilt my mood.....make me feel so helpless at that time....hate it.....haix thats my fate.....feel like crying.....no....i wun....i never do anything wrong cry for wad......=) =]

byez

P:S:dun come and jia3 an1 wei4 wo3 when i know it......dun be sarcastic....=X

2005-10-14T12:34:00.000-07:00

wah..that lovebirds increase to four or five lidat....u may think i should not disturb them..but pls...they fly into my kitchen and steal the food there lorhx.....wad u expect......
(u should see my tone change eh...hahax...)

yesterday go peter pan....its OK lahx....some parts funny some parts ok some parts dun understand.....mostly singing but quite funny...the best is the theatre lorx....got about 4 or 5 levels if i did not remember wrongly....so nice lorx.....then u feel as if u inside the durian shell...hahax....but the patterns make people giddy...and the higher u climb very scary lorx...worst still our seats at the highest level...u look down on the stage on first floor so cool....hahax....then peter pan fly lahx...and some fairies....but its quite obvious that there is a string attached to it and some pulley system....but i like it when they sprinkle those little wad u call that....those papers that are small and fall down from above lahx...hahax..
then got one part peter pan fly over the audience lorx.....
peter pan not even shuai but he looks a bit sissy in photo...but got people take photo....nvm...hahax

sianx nothing much to elaborate.....and yahx....xiao wan zi aka mei zi....u write one song really so fast arh...although i long ago finish my song lerx...wahahahaha.....but i think u a bit crazy about giving u know who hahax....dun like to make known...later ppl think we xiao....hahax....

2005-10-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

hi i'm back i'm finally liberated...left art....but art erm....duno whether i can draw well tomorrow not lorx....just...leave it to fate bahx.....

nowadays there are two love birds keep perching on my house balcony window....very noisy lehx....hahax...my mum always take the cane to cane them......but of course never hit lahx.....they so easy then fly away lerx...sumtimes even fly into my house.....disgusting creatures arent they hahax...

haix...this end of year exam arh.....i very scared...haix.....all the papers i find it so-so or ok-ok....ONLY for homecons i think quite difficult lehx....i duno a lot lorx...and i still study till 12 am then sleep.....maybe not a lot but i think i minus lots of marks lerx.....

mon went to northpoint wif piggy aka mei zi aka p*s*o* foo....(dun wan insult the religion :] )....she say want to eat lunch then say want to eat marshmallows.....i decided to make chocolate coated marshmallows so i bought a bar of chocolate too...then she want to eat sushi for lunch....so we went to the shop and choose....woah! she really take a long time to choose eh....hahax....
said i want to buy clips....when she go in the shop arh....start to get bazzled by all the doraemon and worse still the ultraman mask....does this ultraman reminds u of something???....yes!!!! spiderman arh spiderman....batman arh batman...superman arh superman......stop stop stop i cant take it anymore....i'm laughing to death hahahax.....

reach home lerx go try out my chocolate coated marshmallows....put in the pan add a bit water then boil it....then it becomes starchy and rich....like thick thick lidat....then turn off fire.....take the marshmallow slit it in half add inside the hot chocolate and wah!! very nice lorx....the hot chocolate in ur mouth....hmmm.....want to try it again but i just realise i have run out of marshmallows....must haf eaten too much!!.....

so u see wad i did yesterday resulting in staying up till 12 to study....wahahax....

its time i relax and haf some fun...

spiderman arh spiderman....oh ok i'm laughing again....

byes

first time blog so early....coz exam can go home early...thats the best part about exams....*winks*

2005-10-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

exam want to over lerx a few more papers to go....sianx...
me just composed a new song......nice....add a tune.....hum hum hum
i luv singing although my voice sux....

maths paper 2 on mon!!! how how how....lolx.....panic look

nothing to talk about...
buaix

2005-09-23T19:44:00.000-07:00

homec practical today....aarrrggghhh never bring apron...so borrow lopx.....last time art exam never bring palette now no apron...when will i bring everything for an exam that involves bringing lots of things....

cook the beehoon okok lahx....but starting a bit panic coz scared no time then i cut everything until so kan chiong like mad lidat then realise i like the only one starting to cook...hahax.....at first not salty then i keep adding soya sauce.....wahahax....then finally got taste then i garnish and pack....then let ms ang mark it.....

went causeway with pala pig....she's got a new name again....luv that pala pig diary so much...a bit mad arh she....saw stacx nette and yy.....
another thing is outside the mrt station arh....that pala pig go say duno wad maybe got weilian singing....hahaax.....i guess she too ridiculous!!.....anyway we donate a bit money to a man playing an instrument or singing.....i dun even noe....hahax...

aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my results sure drop.......haix.....exams so fast come liao....time to board the expressway....on platform 9 & 3/4 hahax......first cabin is english.....wahahaha......scared eng fail....my lang. so poor.......

**i'm not perfect...
i'm bad
i'm lousy
i'm stupid......

2005-09-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

made dinner today for my sis and i....so shi bai....my sis fry eggs plus many stuff inside it and i cook carrots plus cabbage....my sis cook the egg so nice....but my vegetables no taste....hahax...my sis help me add salt and soya sauce....guessed i have not put in enough....homec sure die derx.....*do i look like a chef to u? hahax...

sianx.....exams coming lerx......STRESS sia....
stress kills and eats me up......

***y u so wad lor.....i still treat u so gd for wad....
(not jabbyss definitely and not any of the girls...obviously not poohraemon also...=] )

2005-09-09T21:36:00.000-07:00

yeah.....superstar fever high again.....wow...100 degree celcius....
found a kelly song site....http://kelly.goondorian.com/radio/
yeah..go support hahax...lame...

haix....already fri sia.....so much thing not completed yet.....can u imagine home econs the coursework i'm stuck...today finally get the engine going....finally found the solution lor......haix...

sian....here's a pic of kelly... must scroll left coz very big seh...

2005-09-08T20:04:00.000-07:00

sian....still got so many things to do and its already THURSDAY!!!...omg.....haix....i think i will break down one day.......i hate holidays.....it just give tchers a chance to give students homework.....hahax.....
today went to guan ru house to do PW...make me walk until the bus stop go meet him, stacy, nette, and yy...so far lor....but actuallly not that far..then he say his house 1 km away....in the end only quite a bit distance...hahax.....his house so clean and neat lor.....still say messy....hahax.....his mum so funny....anyway i know that one can hardly accomplish any task if they go to ppl house...so its proven..but at least we got everything more or less done? hahax...kaex..
nohting to do lehx.....eh no...have thing to do but tired to do....haix...

**everytime i talk on the phone u also must bother...talk also must so gui2 gui3 sui4 sui4....as if i'm ur wad lidat...and i not ur criminal for u to keep asking me qns about my frens...

***keLLy rox..
hahax...still having the superstar fever....but dun worry...its subsiding...

heex..

kekex

hahax

hohox

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ok

bye

2005-09-06T18:44:00.000-07:00

posting for FUN , LAUGHTER, PEACE, JOY
hahax.....

KeLLy rOx aNd RuLeX
i'm a total loyal kelly fan

2005-09-05T19:05:00.000-07:00

sian....today go back sch for gz....so fun....all the seniors tell tcher they hungry then go eat....eat until so long...and got buffet then they go take the left overs for our coach.....they themselves also got eat lahx....hahax.....we juniors just sat and watch.....lolx...some of them go outside buy cup noodle....

nothing to say lehx....

just blogging for fun and since i came into template to edit some changes....

kELLy RuLeX

2005-09-04T15:09:00.000-07:00

watched the superstar replay.....so nice...kelly so chio.....so cute....so nice....sing so well....with lin jun jie especially.....pei he so well....and is like so nice lorx......

so sianx....actually nothing much to talk about....just tat hols got so much thing to do...so many homework.....

wads wrong wif muii............

if u still insist i got nothing to say...

KeLLy RoX

bye

short post er yi

2005-09-03T20:04:00.000-07:00

tired.....swim 800m in the SEA and run 5km on the beach....want break down lerx....second time participating in this duno new balance aquathon...but quite fun....running that time rain lorx.....did u see the weather during like 12 plus....rain so heavy lorx...and cant stop the race...so erm....run in the rain lopx.....quite nice lahx.....whole body drenched.....on the way got drink stations...hahax....took h2O....nice....but after rain then nobody dare to take or got mood to take...but starting have to drink cosz the sea so SALTY.....hahax...
after we want to go home pass by something that looks so interesting....at first we tot cable car then realise that its not....its a new ride.....like the luge ride i think.....decided to try it....my sis, cousin, dad and i tried....i sat with my dad....and we had to wear helmets as we are coming down by the luge not the chairlift....we took the chairlift up....the luge is some kind of motor car.....when my cousin about to sit on the chairlift the operator realise she wore her helmet wrongly....he identify her as 212....we had body marking during the aquathon....so its like all over our body is our no. my sis is 211, cousin 212, me 205....hahax....so the operator said "212!! helmet wear wrongside!!" hahahax.....on the way up the chairlift she change it....
the chairlift was moving inch by inch...so slow....but the slower it goes the longer u are up there as high and above the emergents......cool sia....but scary man.....if u afraid of heights beta not try it.....but i try.....not very scary but i grip the handlebars very tight....i not brave derx....hehex...
then we came down by the motor car(luge)...at first tot the road very steep but actually u can control the speed and its not steep....we had them teaching us how to operate the breaks and slow downs and they placed a "passed" chop on us.....hahax....so cool...then we went driving down....heard is about 360m long....but i sped at times......when there is no turning....coz the bends and turnings very dangerous.....hahahax.....later u fly out....
tats all about it...my interesting saturday.....oh yah....forget to even say where i went....tat was sentosa, siloso beach...last time we swam at tanjong beach and run all the way to siloso and back...this time the other way round...we swam at siloso beach and run all the way to tanjong and back....hahahax......last time my no. was 425 anyway....and now 205....seems like there will always be a 2 and a 5...

kaex...enough of today's fun....

2005-09-02T18:00:00.000-07:00

SuPeRStAr
weilian won lorx....but anyway...heard that the universal contract kelly take? i guess so...and universal contract is beta just that the publicity of it is not as good as play music......hahax...lin jun jie rox with kelly!!.....sing so pei he....then when jun jie sing with wei lian feels as if wei lian so extra....hahax.....anyway....kelly considered as the girls champion lerx....*winks*...

homec lesson cook spagetti....quite nice mahx....but some ppl tell me its disgusting....homec theory not nice....so many things to do derx....especially the coursework arh.....dnt beta....

take back report card....result damn lan compared to term 1 and 2....but overall mark higher a bit coz my homec pull me up a lot lor.....haix...dun talk about that lerx lahx...

sian...nothing much to say.......aaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhh never prac gz....but very easy lahx....lazy prac...last min then play..............

wah headache man!!

2005-08-31T15:39:00.000-07:00

teachers' day.......but the celebration not nice one...sch dismiss at 10 plus then xuemei, an na and i go meet rosalind and valerie...then at northpoint meet sukhanya....go take neos...then realise very late lerx...on 812 bus met jasmine and debbie...hahax....and esther and the st nich girls....so many ppl lor....waited so long before the concert end and we follow mr ng back to class....sat at the back just like in the past the other old girls used to do...cant believe so fast its our turn.....miss mr ng class......din really get the chance to talk to him...next time should go on the day before.....so sad ms neo not in sch....cannot find mr long also.......went northpoint again this time with more ppl....hahax....take neos again and saw sixuanie!!...hahax...so chio gal......plus sx fren is my fren's fren...hahax....nvm too complicated.....spent too much money lerx...so went home....

quite fun but after that very sian.....hahax....hmm nothing to blog lerx...

at least happy that i've changed my blog skin.......heex...ut i noe its not very nice....coz all the links favourites tagboard all combine in one column.....hahax....put for a few wks then i wana change it....wahahaha....

2005-08-26T17:08:00.000-07:00

Depression Mode
i hate fri!!!!! coz of PE...hate it...for some ppl are so haughty they think they're great...not referring to jabbyss lahx....but now esaint is starting those "clique" (duno how to spel anyway) names like mushroom squard and nerd squad or wadeva......i hope i dun belong in any one of those!!!! but anyway, according to sum ppl....................i belong to OTHERS.......some more say until so sarcastically..."the OTHERS..." haix....so wad if i dun belong anywhere....just like friedrich doesnt belong in the bomb shelter....

i really pity crystal....she do so much for the class and yet u some ppl treat her that way...haix....this just happens if one is not popular....

Haix....at least some ppl have some feelings and care to know whats wrong rather than some er...how to say arh....like noe they themselves gd lerx still deny.......ai yah....duno how to say lahx....(the latter not reffering to jabbyss)

Happy Mood
actually i duno whats there to be happy about.....but i think i enjoyed myself at the bbq bahx...with jabbyss company...

Average Mood (angry or sad)
erm.....thur go sci centre after that still go GZ.......gz quite fun lahx....tcher give new song.....at first got senior's part and junior's part.....we prac a while lerx arh....tcher suddenly make me play the senior's part......-.- make me prac like xiao....and some more the senior's part quite difficult....but i think its quite fun...coz junior's part play that time not fun derx....hahax....

Sad Mood
once again, i'm lonely....i hate that word most......see this dun pity me coz i hate that...especially some hypocrites who always come and pity me...i know u happy to see my this way lahx....(not jabbyss)

no more moods lerx i guess......

ah!! last one

Irritated Mood
until now still din managed to change my blogskin.....ARRRRGGGHHH!!
irritated these few days....haix....y things always go this way......sigh...luck is not shining on me.......someone help me.....

i'm really scared
(not because of alone or wad.....some ppl may understand but dun misunderstand)

yingjun was here with many moods

2005-08-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

CHALET so FUN!!!! but so fast over liao....><
the room quite small as i expected coz got go before mahx...but i tot NKF give de surely is special bigger room mahx...who knows...also the usual...so squeezy lor...

din went on fri but on sat....a bit regret never stay on fri lahx...but anyway i will be lonely derx...
went at about 4 plus but i know almost wad happen on fri from JABBYSS...and how some ppl can actaully sleep on the toilet bowl...hahahax....and also how superstitious some ppl are actually when we duno.....wahahahax.......
bbq quite fun...QUITE..coz have to cook ourselves.....but the satay quite nice...overall the chalet is fun lahx....

hope that our class can organise another one....and have a bigger room...hehex....

nothing much to talk about chalet...seems like i'm the only one like got nothing to talk about...

this thur need to go sci centre...duno y always must go there see duno wad erm....questa thingy...

kk...ending off

P:S: haix....i think people should always accept their bad points...not saying i'm perfect lahx...but i'm always trying to learn from my mistakes and character...=P so i got bad points must tell me...but some ppl must also accept them mahx....

2005-08-19T16:47:00.000-07:00

today so happy that bear bear free to pei me go northpoint...though northpoint nothing much to shop...
this time she crazy about pooh bear and doraemon but not piggy....so she now no piggy lerx...should call her poohraemon rite...anyway u noe how she get bear bear as her nick? coz her mei call her jie...i tot call her bear!!!...hahahax....so cute rite....now they also call her bear bear
went to bought prez for my fren...share cost with bear bear...and also bought one for myself lahx...hehex....its hardly that i bought prez lahx but coz i suddenly remember mahx...

~i think i goin to explode one day....is llike i cant stand those ppl who is like want to change their character into cool cool type but they still not cool lor....and want to rebel....like shit lahx....haix...very angry lor.....haix
(not referring to phsians....)

today chalet...but i tmr then go....hope its fun and i'm not..............................................LoNeLy..........................................................

2005-08-09T16:47:00.000-07:00

this is my first august post....on nation's birthday....lolx....yesterday was national day celebration....too bad cant wear red and white...duno y also...at least let us wear red shirt and sch skirt.....hahax...but nvm....mrs elizabeth choy the war heroine came our sch.....see her live...and get to know her lifestyle.....actually the story seems to be in our chinese textbook...and probably she is the woman in the story...

hmm....the overall celebration was ok lahx...but no parade coz raining....those performing in the parade work so hard but dun need to perform....

nowadays cant really stand some ppl....who keep insulting others...and talking about topics which i hate....but nvm lahx.....i think i shouldnt elaborate so much...later ppl think its them....but dun worry....that person is definitely not a cool type.....hahax....ok...i meant no offence....
(not 1 grace ppl--this should comfort some of u.....and not piggy also lahx...)
sorry for writing this everytime....i dun like ppl to think otherwise....

nothing to talk liaox.....quite sian of blogging....want to change skin (moulting..lol)....but cant find any nice skins....

2005-07-28T15:55:00.000-07:00

wow long time no post eh...hahax....cant get a chance to use comp mahx....mum use to work...hehex
hmm....today visited "yingjun's" restaurant...wahahahx....duno y decided to cook a meal for myself....hoping that my ahma not at home...LoL....anyway, i'm sick..fever...hehex...
yep....i made a main course with appetiser and beverage....cool....hahax...main course is the noodle! beverage is milo and the appetiser is two pieces or picnic ham......woah....hahax....thinking that noodles is enough at first....but added too less salt or rather the soup thing.....then no taste....so wanted to add ketchup but no more lerx.... then went to eat ham but too cold in the fridge and quite raw then take it out to fry.....then milo coz thirsty mahx....hahax.....yingjun restaurant not bad eh.....:P

last sat carnival...no time to blog...but carnival is so fun!! tending the stalls visiting stalls....cool
got one stall sell marshmallow coated with chocolate with chocolate rice bits on top....nice....bought and share with my sis.....our sausages also very nice lor....hehex.....but got a little pissed during my shift but anyway now feeling not so bad...but still a bit........** ******
very bhb.....indeed......what a show off....nvm...some ppl may not understand this....heex
anyway i hate copycats too....right in front of ppl still dare to....ai yo!!!! no originality....LoL

today get back our newsletter...so wad lehx....get so low only....i think this is the worst proj i done......perhaps is "biasity" bahx....really lor.....ai yah...dun want to say lerx....

kk i think enough of updating for the past few days bahx...

bye

2005-07-20T18:47:00.000-07:00

so unlucky...left my file in sch today.....arrggghhhh...........but nvm though ---- --- ----- --- ---- --------
of course u wun think so...nvm let the matter rest.....but y always i victim!!...LoL

nothing to blog...........

so sad..cant find the pencil case i want....

2005-07-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

haix...today a bit bad mood lahx
some ppl so snobby....think they always the best in the whole world...but think twice...no one is perfect lor...cant even accept a bit of comments.....wadeva u think...but if u wana be calculative....i can count with u....u lose out more!!
(not anybody from phs!)

very sian....everyday nothing to blog...

2005-07-15T15:30:00.000-07:00

long time no blog....must wait for things to say then blog derx mahx...hahax...i know i lame...

hmm....today PE that time re take my standing broad jump for napfa...luckily jumped far enough to get 4 points...yay! so now i not sad lerx...lolx...

today home econs cook macaroni...so nice lehx...the soup...but too bad by the time reach home mostly dried up lerx...but luckily i tasted some in sch...so nice lor....and the chicken so tender.......and luckily dun need to peel the skin for the chicken.....perhaps home econs is fun cause i see the dnt students like very sian....anyway, i can say i enjoy both lahx....coz dnt practical also very fun mahx!

hmm sian.........................................................................yesterday missed the negotiators.....haahx...fell asleep while waiting for it...haix...miss the nice parts lor....hahax...next time must drink chicken essence at night to keep me awake...wahahah.....later at night dun need sleep arh...ahahx

bye~

2005-07-11T19:32:00.000-07:00

today have napfa test...haix....very sad lehx...silver er yi lor....just know that if u have a score 2 u straight away silver....haix....very wad lehx....all the opponents i score full marks lor....waste my energy in the end only silver.....haix....
sad lehx...

today in science lab so many things crashed...on adeline and sixuan table got test tube rack...then duno wad happen sze hoe walk past then the whole rack drop down all teh testtubes break....lolx....then hor duno sheng wei or who break a beaker.....so luan4.....

kk gtg sis wana use comp
buaix

~want to change blogskin someday!~

2005-07-08T16:04:00.000-07:00

cant believe it....jack neo came to our sch to film for i not stupid 2.....the star actor came......shawn...so shuai, cool, and cute!!!....i like his dimple...so nice lehx...when he smile!!.....definitely sweet and nice...first time see them in person worx...wahahaha....i think we gona be in the movie as students.....eww....i feel funny....worst is my class sitting in front lor....so pai seh...hahax....
the filming took a long time just for a scene....where "tom" (shuai and cute ge!!) was having public caning....wah....i must watch it.....he wore our sch uniform....we had to take out our badge and name tag...hehex....to pei4 he2 him mahx...cool sia.....and we had to react according to the movie lopx....there were many "cut"...lolx....
it was so surprising that he came....i never thought i could be like part of a movie? hehex....but i hope i wun appear lahx...so pai seh...lolx....but maybe as a grp is ok lahx...with all our frens inside too....
now i seen an actor up close....lolx....and to see how filming was done....gd sia....wahahaha.....

today home econs first practical....made egg sandwich.....it was quite tasty....hahax....ate it for lunch...although looks quite disgusting....but ok lahx...so-so lo....but we will do better next time...and for once i sliced a tomato nicely!!...lolx...

bye~
shAwN rOx!!!

2005-07-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

yay! napfa test postponed to mon...

haf guzheng today...squeeze in the room coz outside so noisy...anyway, i love the ending part where we went home...at the bus stop is like so many ppl boarding the bus....queue all the way till far far away...
went home with jia min, amanda and yeesin. we were waiting for a train. and finally one came....it was so crowded sia....lolx.....amanda, me and jiamin squeezed in immediately...then yeesin could not get in...but she should have gone by the other door...but anyway, the door was closing....amanda and jiamin could not get down coz the next train stops at yishun only....and they alighting at 38wang....i got dentist appointment and needed to rush home....
thought we would like the air con in the train...in the end it was really squeezy....we were like sardines and is like our shoulder so close to the train door....then one train whizzed past from the other side....so scary sia...it was so near lorx.....then reaching khatib....i assured them that khatib less ppl derx....then in the end jiamin saw some ppl.....so suay....the door stop right in front of them...wahahaha.....when the door opened i quickly rush out....really could not breathe lerx.....then more ppl squeeze in the train lopx....hahax

hmm....tomorrow haf home econs...going to have the first practical...hope it will be fine...and of course it must turn out good.....hahax....i dun know how to cook de lehx.....hahahahax.....

kkx.....sign off lerx....

2005-07-06T20:25:00.000-07:00

today julia gabriel again...quite fun lahx....at least no normal lessons....and the bag so light on wed.....
got science period....the guys keep spraying water...we played with the leftover salt.....what a waste....haha....but also cannot put back mahx....so use it to play still not wasted......*grin*

at first got something to post...forget le lehx....

"u always can ask me...y cant i ask u..."--> to zhu zhu....><
but cant blame lahx.....actually, there's more....better to speak to her personally bahx...

tomorrow haf maths test, geog test, lit test next wk....wah!...and physical fitness test tmr as well!!
gona die for maths
gona suffer for NAPFA
gona tolerate lit
gona dislike geog
but maybe i slowly liking geog bahx...my sis crazy over it lolx....

sch's a bore....*sianded*

byez~

2005-07-03T19:19:00.000-07:00

first place i din accuse him lor...i also never force....its up to him i also cant control...as if i want to force him lidat....dun even know where u get ur news from...maybe from him but it may not be true....as if he can remember every word...but i really never force lor....wadeva...its up to him.....
dun want to blabber about this anymore lahx....

haix.....tired......tmr holiday....

i know u are witty enough to only find me when u need help...isnt that using me?
(not to 1 gracians)--this time never put piggy...wahahahaha....well...she knows it herself worx...wang4 en1 fu4 yi4 de mahx....jk jk....

the sian-ness in me going high......

2005-07-02T18:56:00.000-07:00

so obvious....want say then just say lo....if thats wad u think...cant stop u from gossipping de mahx....and u also dun believe me derx...no one knows my true feelings...
always lidat derx....think i side wrong thing...wad about urself....haix..
(not referring to 1 grace people or piggy)...sorry have to be more specific so that people will not think too much....wahahaha

sian everyday nothing to do...haix......U belong to that gang....cant stopU.........
(not referring to 1 grace people as well....and piggy too) =P

arrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!! boredom kills..........

oh yah...NCC rox sia...haha...although i not in NCC...i think very nice lor...haHa

2005-07-01T20:09:00.000-07:00

today youth day celebration....i got not much comments about it....though its okay lahx....just keep shaking about only..wahahah...

went to find mr tan give him the japan thing....waited so long...then take photo all that....

wah sian lehx....
hmm....today got home econs....its ok lahx....at least i got a responsible partner to cook with...wahahaha....sure its fun bahx...but the theory very difficult lehx.....hahax....

nothing to blog lehx...dun want to talk about the ******......heartless de lahx....anyway i not despo...hahax.....i guess no F-A-T-E lor....home econs is like so faR ApArt....wahahaha....i "hack care" lerx lahx...><
not my problem anymore if ******wanted it.....

XxsianxX
byee~~

2005-06-30T18:56:00.000-07:00

school was okay today...but after sch...that piggy make me wait for her then actaully she went home....very bad lehx....also cannot come see if i go ready not....waste my time....stupid...*angry*

haix...very sianx.........nothing to blog....AGAIN....wahahaha....

haix....u think i'm bothering u but is u who keeps mum....as in dun want to tell...
(not referring to one gracians or wang4 en1 fu4 yi4 de4 piggy)

just my opinion....k buaix

2005-06-29T21:47:00.000-07:00

what's the meaning of this.....u dun get what i mean lopx....and u dun have to be that insulting......
(not referring to 1 gracians or pIgGy..)

hmm....sch was boring today....

today guzheng very funny....its was quite noisy and got some mysterious shouts which were so loud...wahahaha....and it was piggy shouting....hahahahahx......mad or wad....no lahx....she practising for NPCC mahx.....but that scream was really so loud...hahax....

nothing to blog lerx lahx...

buaix

2005-06-28T16:48:00.000-07:00

Sch start lerx....time table also change.....make until monday and tue de bag so heavy....i think thur derx bag also will heavy derx....except wed and fri....wahahaha.....i love fri best...but now no dnt lerx....got home econs instead....and also fri got PE....though i dun really like it but at least its better than studying....

got to know somehting today....but since that person hack care so i hack care also lor....ai yah...so wad....wahahaha....relax i not sad k.....maybe a ltitle??!

hmm....nothing to blog lehx................

tmr got guzheng prac....nice and fun......but i need to go practice first.....c ya
buaix
wahahahaha

2005-06-26T13:41:00.000-07:00

haix....today is such a XxsianxX day....but at least need to pack sch bag...still got thing to do eh.....wakakakas....

never met such a dua pai person....never mind....spare myself the details....but really lor...how can the person treat me lidat....nvm...maybe i'm not a perfect person.....obviously everyone isnt perfect but in certain cases....haix....nvm...is like the way u talk to me like so.......
not referring to 1 gracians~nor is piggy....lolx...dun think too much k....wahahahas....

hmm...nothing to blog actually.....but....tmr very bad bad....sad....

coz its....i guess u know it too....haix

sCh ReOpEn....wahahaha....heyx...wait a minute...did it close before...?! wakakakas'

ending off with a XxsianxX mood...):

2005-06-24T15:12:00.000-07:00

let me re write the post for today kkx...

its my birthday today
oh hip hip hurray
so three cheers for me yeah
hip hip hurray....woah!

hahax....must be more cheerful...cannot everyday sad sad sad.../sad
hmm...my sis bought me a cake....at least i still celebrates with her....wakakakas.....hmm....seems like my 13 world is still bright eh...but nvm lahx....

....sch starting soon.....dun want to touch the bks again....sianxxx....
arrggghhh!....now i also sian....need some entertainment eh....

2005-06-24T10:45:00.000-07:00

hAppY birthday to me...hahax....today is my birthday but its usless as i said...y must sad things keep repeating....haix...

got nothing to say again....but just want to say that i like the blogskin i changed...hahax....hmm....nice girl....

ai yah...blog when i got thing to say kkx...

buaix for now

2005-06-23T13:06:00.000-07:00

just one more day....actually, i duno y i'm so excited for my birthday....wad so gd about birthdays....when i will not be celebrating....haix....dun wish to dwell on it further...let me change the subject....

hmm....holidays going to end lerx.....heyxx....din i mention that in the previous post....wakakas....mad le....nothing to write lehx....

haix...till now cant forget the ghost train...hahax.....scary eh.....hmm...i'm alone in the house now better not talk about it.......

ai yah post later when i got thing to say lahx

2005-06-22T12:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to the cinema....watched ghost train....wah....scary sia....it cost so much to buy fear eh...hahax...some obseen parts i covered my face with my jacket....lolx....it was really creepy...my sis missed i think perhaps 20% or 40% of the show....and one of her frens watch the whole movie...and is still not scared....wow....gd eh....

sch holidays going to end lerx....have to jia you again next term....haix.....
this holiday is definitely not long enough....

kk...nothing to say...

oh wait....yesterday had a nice game of badminton....with my mum and dad....haha....my dad is a really gd player....*thumbs up*

signing off~~wee~~laalaalaa

2005-06-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

Wee~lalala~

went wild wild wet erm....oh...yesterday...haha...bad memory.....for the second time i went there....the first time din play much coz my uncle hates to line up....but yesterday not so much people and my cousins all agreed to make this trip worthwhile so we tried all the slides....including the baby ones...lolx....childish right...hehex...no lahx....its quite big....but of course not as fun as the slide known as "ulah lah"....haha....funny name it has got....and the "slide up" was tried on the first trip...that was.....emm...last dec....hahax....history le lahx....
yah...and it was so fun....the "ulah lah" we tried for many times...kua zhang....3 times bahx....one of it my cousin, me and my sis sat on the float with 3 other girls....when we were ready to be push down, the person managing the slide splash water at us....think we girls are gd to bully...hahax....worse still...when we got down the slide....the managing person dOwN there....kekex...kept jerking the float and stopping us from getting down....hahax....we splash water around and finally we managed to get out....lolls....that slide was real fun....
at the wave pool which they call it the "tsunami".....is like the wave was so vigorous...and guess what....four of us (2 cousins, sis, me), shared a float....obviously with the vigorous waves, we toppled many times....sometimes, even before the third person got up, the float got unbalanced and SPLASH....in we go....haha....

nice day i enjoyed......haha.....

sad thing is holiday going over lerx....hehex...

kk....gtg.....its late....shh.....

bb~

2005-06-15T21:29:00.000-07:00

long time no post...hehex....k...here it goes...

erm...recap a bit...
yesterday went to jurong swimming complex...hahax....its not say very big....but wild wild wet of course better...hehex....i know i very childish...pardon me k...hahax...not a crime to be childish mahx...lols...but going to swim pools with slides and all those is not childish rite...hahax....its call....erm....get the excitement....(((: so i enjoyed myself there.....*winks*

today went to my uncle's office...wah....nice building....hmm....4 cousins went along too....so include me make 5....hahax....know u can count!!....then went to haf lunch with him....he got to make some calls for his business...so he ate quickly.......after we ate and are full, we waited for him to come back to settle the bill! haha....but we waited and waited and waited....no lah...about 5 mins only lahx...not so haha.....anyway, he said he paid already!!....and we are still waiting for the bill to come...lols!......
watch movie too....then shop around....and...went home!...of course.....but something happen.....
we were at thiong bahru mrt.....we took the train going towards boon lay!....my cousin said that...and everyone piled into the train....then we were squeezed into it....then one of them say:" luckily only one stop to cityhall!".....i felt strange coz the so called PA system....said...."next stop, red hill...!!!!!".....i stopped everyone....and we were like trying hard to see the signboard stating the train tracks....then we realise we are on the wrong train...!!....guess how that happen....haha....we all taught that we are at bugis!!....coz thats how we came by.....hahahax....how silly we were......anyway, we came out of the train quickly and check the board properly....hehex...then realised...hahahahax.....so we went to take the train on the other side....till city hall.....then we had to make some kind of transition...and this time we nearly...nearly went into the wrong train again coz the sign said towards "marina bay".....we followed some crowd and found the towards "jurong east" train....finally....we are familiar of the road and everything is back to normal....hahax....

kk....enough babbling about what i did.....sian.....

sign off lopx...
bb

2005-06-11T20:02:00.000-07:00

sian...really sian...nothing to do....but got loads of homework...hahaz.....

haix...everytime nothing to blog derx...dun want to blog my problems lahx...hahax...
hmm....how i wish i could go overseas...and dun need to bother about anything else...but nvm lahx....forget about this terrible thing...

really nothing to blog lehx....
let me think hard k....

no one at home now...i'm home alone...hahax...the movie......haix...din know blog also need inspirations.....

forget it....blog when i got thing to say lo....

feeling orange now...
hahax...duno y also...
bye

2005-06-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

wah....i'm turning into some kind of weird creature within a wk....hahax...put on braces and had a hair cut....disgusting...u would laugh at me....really....haix...cant help it mahx....
had a nice game of badminton today...about 3 hrs? hahax....playd with my dad...woah...he's a gd player...at least i dun have to keep picking up the shuttlecock...lolx....he's really cool....i had better learn some skills from him...din guess that he was such a gd player....hahax
hmm....sad...y everything lidat de....just cant help it...nvm..this is too personal....dun wan to let evceryone know..shh! hahax...jk jk...just not the right time for me to say it....(:

i cant gain ur forgiveness! but i cant control u...so i guess thats my fate...haix...

kkiez....nothing to say...wishing everyone HApPy HoLidaYs!!!

sorry...i'm sure everyone is bored reading such a boring blog of mine...hehex...sorry for always posting my problems...haix...but i dun think anyone would read anyway, just posting for fun lo....

2005-06-06T13:17:00.000-07:00

haix...i knew everything cant be perfect....i look so damn disgusting in my new hair style....its terrible.....its ugly....to be specific...eww.....and i got terribly less hair....lolx....not bald lah.....is jian bao lor.....maybe i shouldnt have cut my hair....but nvm...hair can grow....lols.....but grow very slow....!!......but i think i should just accept what i have now......hehex

i hate myself..................
y my life is like that......
not only i haf problems wif my hair...lolx...
but also with friends..............
i duno wad to do........
nothing can change................

haix....sigh.....haizzzzzzzzz......................

bad mood....):
byeeeee
downcasted

2005-06-04T19:39:00.000-07:00

haix....y must it be lidat lor...what makes u think i will say bad of her....i think u are over sensitive....is like so wad lehx....i never say i hate her ( for the thousandth time i said that)....pls lor....perhaps is her problem...i know u dun dare to tell her that....anyway, u treat me as wad...ur chu qi tong only are...so wad nia.....so let me just tell u dun be over sensitive...and think straight...i never hate her( for the millionth time i said).....k....

hmm...today was a bored day....nothing to do...sian sian.....hahax.....
now i got nothing to blog also....haix....

" u know u will hurt my feelings by doing that...haix...i know u duno derx..but anyway, since its up, then i got nothing to say"....u should know who i'm referring to....not 1 gracians...hahax....

really sianx....trying to drag my blog lehx...

+"i duno y i feel that we are drifting apart...i often thought that we're probably meant to be friends...but somehow i feel that sometimes we get along well, sometimes, i duno wad u feel....haix....i think partly is my fault...but what can i do? can gif me a solution....to at least save our frenship a bit..."+

-"sometimes when i talk to u i feel so terribly pissed off...i think is my fault lahx....is like everytime whatever u say comes straightly from ur mind and u never think....but i think i should forgive such a character of urs coz i'm not perfect rite...ya...so i just want to tell u that our quarrels are like...small peas....its not at all a big big big big problem....in replace of WATER....hahax"-

the above not referring to 1 gracians....hahax....very scared of misunderstandings....guys, dun think too much k...(((:

now i feel purplish....hahax...nice colour.....duno y too...perhaps is the feeling bahx....

i guess thats long enough? hahax...

signing off~
the cheery yingjun...am i cheery? erm...actually no lahx....lolx

2005-06-03T18:09:00.000-07:00

haix...sian...

sad...ok ok...everything is my fault k....i started them all k....y must u like compare or wad lor...as if everything is my problem...ok fine....all my fault lahx....
can u at least look into the problem further before u say me...lidat call stubborn arh....haix....i got nothing to say and i duno wad to do.....if u insist, then i...........haix....y must frenship always be lidat lor...anyway, i am always not close to her derx...is thru sooks....anyway, i always ren rang le lor....but if u think my fault then ok lor....is not as if i so despo until want to break u all rite....anyway, part of it lies in u...if she is so protective then i guess next time u dun talk to me le lah...anyway, this is not protective...is selfish...dun wan u to have ur own frens.....get it....but haix...is my fault lo....i got nothing else to say le....and just to let u know, i'm not les.....
and...another problem is hor...i din even say there is hatred...dun put words in my mouth lor....what makes u think i hate lehx....i not close to her wad...and she started it in actual fact de mah....then u now saying its my fault...wad kind of logic....u know what u urself is talking about not...haix i dun want to quarrel with u lahx....u know that u making me feel like its my fault lehx...ok i can be ur he2 shi2 lao3 lor.....byex

the above not referring to 1 gracians...(:

piggy...see the 5.30pm show...in the end haihan also want to be doctor mahx....if its me i think i also will coz is like quite "big" to save someone for a while then got a sense of accomplishment mahx...lolx....but photography also not bad..but that chance can wait de mahx....

today had another fun game of badminton wif sis....so fun...hahax....

kk... sad happenings today......

buaix

2005-06-02T16:22:00.000-07:00

hmm....today went for life sci workshop...so sian...but quite fun making yogurt..but.....i will definitely not eat it...still must go back sch to take...so must as well dun want...but duno if they will ask us to clear a not...but i also dun dare to eat...lolx...maybe got poison...

since piggy requested to read long long posts...then i shall blog more....hmm...what to write...
haix...holiday got so much homework....actually not say a lot lah....just chinese and science ready considered less compared to ppl in other sch who have homework for every single subject....but still, having no homework is still best....

wah...yesterday play badminton with sis...it was such a nice game...but a group of boys--it was our second encounter... they want to play with us u noe y....? ridiculous!.....they only making use of our shuttlecock...hahas....clever enough, we went away...and pretended to let them use the court....but too bad...today my sis not around...cant play again...

sian...really got nothing to blog le lah....hungry now lehx...i know i'm a SFP...stupid fat pig...wah hahaha....i very greedy....lolx....

want to see a so called "poem" written by my sis? her eng very gd derx...and she writes like catherine lim noe....really pro..unlike my eng...so lan...haix....kk...here's the poem...

Locked away in my own prison
The prison cell that I built for myself and no one else
Iron doors and steel windows, I threw the key down the gutter
Deciding for myself, never to go out
Until u came

U had the key
U unlocked my cell
U invited me out
And for the first time in my life
I stepped out

Now
U decided u had enuff
U threw me back there
Wif the rats and the roaches

U gave me the taste of companionship n frenship
Then
You let go

copyright~xiangjunn 2005

signing off~

2005-06-01T13:13:00.000-07:00

yay! sch hols le!!...heyxx....aren't i slow...this should be said a few days earlier...hehex...hmm...
got a bit change of my blog...there's a corner below...scroll down more...come on...hahas....ya...is what i say about my friends...u can say its something like testi? ya...hahax...

nothing to talk about le lehx....so sian derx....

sign off le lo...
buaix

2005-05-31T17:41:00.000-07:00

yay! woo hoo! sorry...mad le...
today get back report bk....i should say that i'm happy....for getting...____ i think i wun announce...if not very bhb....:P

i got to get the hang of myself....cannot so...........

hmm...let's see...what else to talk about...nothing much actually...
but i got a new desk...finally get my stuff organised...hehex....so u can guess how messy my table was...but actually not very messy lahx....just that i got many bks and papers stack up....
got an mp3 a few days ago....nice....
and erm....oh yah....watch madagascar last fri...its quite lame the show....but i know coz i'm lame....but is also nice lah...the 4 animals....haha.....cute....and funny.....

sorry lah...many days never blog so recalling mah....hahas...so a bit boring rite...saying last wk or few days ago stuff....hehex....

signing off~

2005-05-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

hmm...nothing much to write about...but its the holidays!!
yay!
tmr still need to go back sch to take report bk....sian...
haix...sometimes i just dono how to react....but u think that i must always listen to u? haix...
ok...i dun want to talk about this...misunderstandings might happen...but really....my real feelings are concealed...is like so....i got nothing to say...so dua3 pai2
nvm...nobody could be trusted....i just dono how to get on with life....

anyway, i dun want all these things to bother me....

signing off...
byee~

2005-05-26T18:27:00.000-07:00

finally have something to write....haha...yay
went to sun plaza today....i know i always go there...because piggy lo....but anyway is quite nice...
hmm....went into shops...like beary and friends...nice but some things very expensive...
went library....haha....so funny...that piggy....looking for books about art...which she call her secret corner...or rather her "ji mi" books...then she found a book....she take it and flip flip flip then found cute pig and started bursting out in laughter....hahahahaha...thinking about it makes me laugh...(:
then i found a book about dolls....is the doll on my display pic on msn....haha....cute right....i like that...
at first piggy thinks that the book not nice....then in the end she got in love with it...but she cant borrow....haha....then want to reserve but need to pay.....
in the end she go hide the bk....hahahahaha.....so silly of her but is gd...coz the bk really very nice and i like it too....but i not so crazy as to want to borrow it....
haha...

kk.....signing off...
byez....

still with a frightened heart about english....haix...

2005-05-24T16:29:00.000-07:00

what shall i write....hmm...
today get back literature paper and english paper.....then history also.....
.....literature get A2 er yi....english is worst...my english is never gd....its always lidat....later overall fail how....haix...and i dun write gd compo......sad.....
history is not bad...not being bhb...but i considered to have done it well coz my hist has been poor....i never knew about current affairs or hist of singapore...in general, i never knew about general knowledge...

oh yah....the poetry reutral or wad is actually called poem dramatization...heex...but our group din present....yay!....coz we din sort of "surrender".....din tell teacher our grp performing....but its also gd as we dun have the mask and the other classes perform better than us.....not only the other classes....stacy's group and nette's group perform nice too...(:

haix....very confuse now....duno wad to do....y am i always in such a state....cant u let me go....haix.....

kk.....no ideas and got nothing to write le......hmm......

going off~.~yingjun

2005-05-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

haiz...another monday nothing to do......tomorrow still have the poem....so sad....have to present.....y must be my group....our poem is so....lame? boring?..........

hmm....yesterday went to the beach....swim in the sea.......haha....the water so cold.....especially the water in the middle of the sea!...haha....its quite scary when u cant reach the ground......haha....together with my sis and cousin we swim to the centre.......haha...nice and cooling.....at first wanted to swim to the other island across...but we feel that we may not make it.....its so deep......about 10m......and we're not that tall.....haha......

today going out again......to duno where not decided yet........haha......i may update this post in the evening when i come home.......

kk...i update more.....hmm....today went to centrepoint.....ya...its quite boring........nothing much there.....thats all about it...hahas.....very tired....tomorrow still have to go sch nia.....haix....

kk...ending off with this short post.....

buaix

2005-05-21T19:21:00.000-07:00

wah...yesterday got so much to write but today got nothing....hahas.....yay....no more cca till maybe the holiday or duno next wk or wad have maybe? haha....anyway, hmm............nothing to write lehx.........

haix....waiting for results is very tong(4) ku(3)....haha....the teacher take such a long time to return our papers.....and hor...make us so worried nia...
still have el fortnight.....sian...but tues got duno wad poetry retrual or retual or wadeva....and i'm involved....i think i mentioned it before.....haix....have to memorise the poem and luckily the acting goes to the boys.....dun even noe if they had made the mask....surely haven de....and they sure never do and on that day then panic.......actually the library have the mask but hor...its pretty small for their faces....haha.....

hmm.....there's nothing much to say...eh, how many times i said that.....ahaha
wah....i getting a headache when i see the comp.....must be getting sick.........haix........

boring kills......

2005-05-20T19:27:00.000-07:00

hmm....today went to sun plaza with piggy....she gone mad again...anyway, almost forget my mummy bday...but luckily manage to get something for her...hehe....coz now angeline not here to remind me.....nice...her mum same bday as my mum....haha
got a nice prez for her anyway....but its the thought that counts...but i believe its the prez that can help in bringing memories...

went to the library too.....wee....lame...haha thats me...anyway, just got a comic book...actually i never read comics...haha...i dun really like the boxes all messed up....but today i got a really nice one....haha...and simple to read and enjoy....lolls...

got to reach the stadium for sports day at 1.30pm....at first tot that leaving sun plaza at 12.50pm is early then we reach yishun about 1.05pm?.....ya...then hor the piggy....went out of the train want to go northpoint popular to buy notebook....duno she mad or wad.....haha...and popular is on the 3rd floor and she made me ran and ran like mad and wild dogs.....maybe she is the one bah....haha.....but i was also overly paranoid about being late hehe.....but after that all settled when she met so many of her frens and also her vice chair.....but my class like all disappear....hehe.....but actually i not that scared....cos the piggy lor......
sports day was quite boring....but my class sell some food and drinks to the people to earn money for the carnival.......but all i do is buy them and eat.....oh.... i'm getting fat......haha.....really spent quite a lot on the ice pops.....eh no...is water pops....haha.....is not exactly ice and those freezy kind....haha....but i'm indirectly contributing to my class...(:
overall, this sports day is quite fun.....and piggy so funny.........

piggy introduce to me a toilet in the stadium....she said it look like a cabin of a ship...a ship cabin!!....haha...and is like underground...the cupboard under the stairs just like harry potter...hee.....then the sound of the microphone could be heard....it was like some kind of soccer match that everyone cheers and so on....but all these are the noice created....haha....not really cheering....ya...but after a while the pig pig said the toilet stinks....as if i didnt know....hahaha.....its like so yucky....and initially she still said it look nice....haha.....how mad.....lolls...

kkiez....nothing to talk le.....

oh yah....got back chinese and CME results today....happy about it....but i could do better but we must be satisfied......so now i got 3 A1......still have other subject papers not returned.....haix.....scared scared but i hope everything turns out pleasant....to fulfil my wish.....(:
ok....got to go......my mum bday...haha

YingJuN

wheezing off....
yIngJuNc

2005-05-19T07:32:00.000-07:00

what hypocrites....sum people want to act pai kia....but in the end.....wah.....what's the meaning of this...so act leh....and trying to make people.......u know.....nvm...shall not tell but some people already know....
hmm....wad to talk about....got back my science paper today.....kind of sad.....but its considered good i guess....not trying to be bhb lah...but "its a sense of accomplishment" ....looks like quoted from someone...:)
hai ya...tmr have sports day...its gona be so boring....and we have to go into our houses and its not fun le....haix.....and i not enthu de....haha....i will never be.....lol
hey.....there is nothing to talk about......hmm.......duno wad to talk about....hahahahaha....i'm so lame....having nothing to say in my bloggie....

signing off....

quite happy....

buaix

2005-05-17T18:15:00.000-07:00

hiee....hahas...
today in sch so boring de...duno wad el fortnight arh....just like play some lame games....kekex.....
anyway, we watch one movie....thats so interesting and i want to know the ending but hor....at that time times up hehe.....

haix....why some people muz misunderstand me de....dun anyhow spread rumours lor...very......ai yah duno wad to describe it as....its so wad lor....cant we be just frens....must be those kind of things that u all are thinking de meh.....very wad nia....u think i no temper de arh...but i got church...haha...ai yah no mood to joke...but i very angry lor....betrayers...AND backstabber...-->not referring to one gracians...

tot today have a lot of stuff to talk about but end up got nothing....hehex.....sian leh everyday...
hai ya........buaix

~sOmE pEoPle jUsT dUnO tHeIr LiMiTs~

2005-05-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

yay!! mood swing...today happy le...haha....thanks for the gift...that PINK dolphin...haha...not the drink that u drink....hey...wad am i talking...drink drink....ahahahahs....i gone mad le....hee....and what a long letter u wrote....haha....took me a long time to read it sia....ahhaha....nice qing shu....lolls....i'm not les...(:
wee...
lalala..
hahaahahas...
very sian.....lolls
nothing to do everyday de....:P lazy to read books...hehe
wad to post on my bloggie today....woo hoo.....duno wad to write.....
hmm......i'm in a dilemma?....dilemna? duno how to spell.....haha...anyway, i very donfused and mao(2) dun(4).....haix....i obviously cant be with two frens at the same time.....so no need to get so worked up u noe....but i not saying is ur fault k...hope u understand....

kk....nothing to write le.....hehe
y i keep saying that.....hahahahahaah i mad le...

buaix....
signing off...weeeeeee....
i'm chocoholic....hahahaha

2005-05-15T12:27:00.000-07:00

haix...not another bored dayy....anyway, i'm very sad today.....but i shall not say it or else i will be gaining sympathy....
what to do...i have no one to pour my sorrows to...absolutely no one...not to gain sympathy but really....if i tell u anything about my frens or family...u will surely laugh and think i am mad or lame....well perhaps i am...but no one knows what i really feel...
and i dun haf much frens and i din mean to ps u....coz to me thats not ps...but i duno the real meaning so now i know i'm sorry....hope u will forgive me....or maybe u will not....some things are not resolve just by saying sorry......i know i'm wrong k.....

haix.....very tired....my arms ache....mood down....and dun get so worried about the people i dislike ---->that column by the side...
not necessary is u....can be general....dun think too much....

signing off.....
~the hateful yingjun

2005-05-14T14:46:00.000-07:00

guess what will i say...haha.....what another saturday....
sian....whole life tuition tuition tuition....
exam over also cant rest....ai yo.....having tuition is quite fun only when i like the subject hee.....so just went for maths tuition and feeling good.....hahaz.....the teacher very fun and teach very gd de....helping the teacher to da(2) guang(3) gao(4) --advertise....:P
not like my next tuition which is chinese.....hate it....she so serious....kk....i shall not bother everyone with my sad stuff....lolls....thats wad a blog is for rite....hahaz :>

nothing to write lehs....erm....let me think......
anyway, i done the important thing le....yesterday....
kk....talking about yesterday, we had PE.....but i would rather have swimming....hehe...at least is better than running, etc.....but we took our height and weight.....glad that i grew 3cm....but still so short.....boo hoo....hahahas......very scared underweight sia....what would they do arh.....

kk.....blog also very sian....wee.................lalala............

byez...

unlucky friday

2005-05-13T15:59:00.000-07:00

what an unlucky friday....oh yah...today's the 13....

bad things happen...
this happen last week--> for piggys who anyhow accuse people...
i've been sort of wronged...(brina...is SoRt Of)....i had already return her her tie but she did not get it from her friend...somehow something is wrong.....i did return....why would i want another tie when i have mine but just forget to bring....haiz....what to do...why do i have to suffer this....and is like...i really returned lor...haix.....but i know not all people believe that....anyway, i am telling the truth....

the feeling of being left out is terrible...once again, i hate the time after exams...and next 2 wks got duno what el fortnight....teacher so bad....say want the whole class to present their poem skit again for her to choose the best groups to perform...but she haven seen others and only saw three then she got us 3 groups to present.....so...duno what to say...
but its quite unfair to us just because we are the first few to present......haix
my life just sux...

friends in this world are not to be trusted....
you cant assure that your secrets will not be spread.....haix...
and sOmE pEople duno if got treat me as a friend not....i know i not close to her lah....but also dun need to treat me so badly right....(brina dun tink is u....may not be)
i know i got bad character k....i very stupid, lazy, bhb, ugly, poor, not IN, always want rush home, KS and much much more...
but u dun need to treat me this way rite....everyone has their own character what......

haix...my life just sux....13 is just so unlucky....and that piggy dun always force my sis to offline can not....u cannot control my life k.....u ask me to online i MUST meh....so domineering.......
where got such things de....dont tell me u over protective or u have split personality just like.....................the person u mention to me yesterday....
didn't u do CF paper yesterday....one question mention about controlling your friends life....dun ask me what or where.................

some people so bhb and proud.....think they gd then can say people or suan people....haix....dun want to talk about her lah....think about it then i very angry....

bad mood....

bai bai :(

2005-05-12T15:40:00.000-07:00

so sian....back to saltiness again....hahaha
nothing to do de....and that flower dun want to come online....want her come that time then she dun want....hai yo yo...haha....sounds familiar....ai yo yo
lolz
very bored!!!! someone save me from boredom....i even haf nothing to write about my bloggie...
shit....forget to do something important....haiz nvm....shall do it tomorrow if have the chance to....

i feel so left out...me odd one out in class.....everytime no one to talk to de....i hate after exams.....teachers let us do our own stuff and i will be left out...hehe....just like pri 6 but at least got onion accompany me to eco pond or what mah....hahaz....

just to let ms brina know, i'm neither siding u nor 'that person u terribly hate'....the problem is i duno what is happening exactly....and i not necessary will side with 'that person'....i follow justice....and i dun want to get involve u know....just sort of pity sixuan....

wah...today saw ex-classmate emily....but hor never say anything to her de...just HI! only..haha....and that pollen grain piggy.....keep talking to her...din even bother about an na or me nor her neighbour....what kind of pig is she...ahaha...even tell people that i got split personality when i just treat her a bit differently....haha...everything also must tell people....cannot keep secrets de...hai yo...piggy is piggy mah.....i know i very insulting...sorry piggy....i know u dun mind...or if u mind u can scold me....i wun do anything....PeOpLe have opinions....as u noe...i hate people who deprive me from my opinions and comments...
and she chase people out of the conversation....hai ya...dun talk about the cute pig le lah....
she quite petty de....

kk....i guess is enough of typing....and....my master is not online yet.....hmm....eh...she is...haha

.........yingjun signing off.............
buaix

2005-05-11T15:55:00.000-07:00

nothing much to do....so i shall bloggie!!! haha....
today went northpoint with pollen grain shermaine char siew mai<--maybe still have some more but not too sure lah....
just call her flower lah....haha
she very funny....want to buy something still take so long to choose....cant stand her.....
no lah....she quite nice.....se very gd de....but she really very indecisive....but nvm lah...coz i also indecisive de....hehex
bought nothing there except a few pieces of paper.....but the flower spent almost a bomb there...haha....the mum even tag along.....coz the mum also want shop....haha...
kk....this flower got something wrong....suddenly in one night's time like PIGS....haha....she keep saying they very cute....and she saw a whole loads of pigs ornaments in a shop and she went crazy....keep laughing saying that the pig's butt sticking out so big.....
she's mad....

wah....so rarely can i write so much in a day....
how's that interesting story about that funny flower loving pigs?
haha
haiz....got a feeling that hypocrite hates me.....but anyway dun talk about that le...
kkiez......signing off....
yingjun was here.............

~my dreams cant be fulfilled...what can i do~

2005-05-09T14:13:00.000-07:00

yippee...finally those hard theory exams over le.....left art and CME......
these few days had a hard time memorising all those theory....my brain want bao le....haha
haix...now is worry if i will do well.......

kk....lets not talk about exams or we will be so sian rite.....ya....ok...i know i'm the one who started the topic...haha....me is a lamer....
my name is r and i am lame-r....
ahaha....really lame rite...

these few days one hypocrite keep....haiyo....u duno arh....of course u wun know unless i say....
hehex.....
this hypocrite hor.....so like to act.....always act in front of people....duno whether got evil heart not but i think have.....
is like "the gender"(he/she) like so 'jian' haiz.....think about 'the gender'....very.....nothing to describe...

nothing much to say.....haha....exam over le nothing to do....
i dun want to go back that place leh but some people who are flowers keep forcing me....hmph
ahhaa

signing off...
~yingjun was here

*exams have killed me but i survived with a zero*

2005-05-07T15:04:00.000-07:00

haix...hate wkends....so much tuition....i'm tired out le...
and my maths!!!
i hate maths.....giving up on it le.....
i knew i very stupid......haix haix
what to do....nothing can resolve except my paper 2....but u think i will do well for it??
think again.....
i bet your initial ans is wrong....

haix.....very scared my exams...........
no mood............
no time to feel sian...........
too bad lor....
y i cannot remain a baby forever.....
haha....thats impossible...

gtg tuition for the second time today...
buaix

exams have killed me......leaving behind bloody zero marks

2005-05-04T22:07:00.000-07:00

haiz...still got exams...tmr english exam...english how to revise....
anyway, my class like dont care about exams de...haha exam still can laugh and play....lols...but lidat can destress...
at least dun feel the exam heat....but very xin ku these days....revise and revise...i scared i cant do well though...
chinese exam over le and i ready got some Questions wrong...how to survive lidat....
sigh...there's nothing i can do....
all i can is to relax....do my best...
now i feeling the pressure...
believe it or not....hahax....
i no mood to joke....

how? my computer reformatted....no msn le....cant chat liao...but now exams never mind....then after exams how.....haix....

wah...the 9pm show on channel 8 very exciting...haha....
how can one person be another...
but i feel that the joeann quite crazy....
the way she dance at the pub and say she's not joeann is as if saying that she split personality twice...
yixin--joeann---another person...
i think u guys dun get wad i mean do u?
haha

gtg le...
do some last minute revision...
lin shi bao fo jiao...last minute grab buddha leg (as my pri 6 teacher told me)....haha

buaix
nites

2005-04-29T17:04:00.000-07:00

hmm....just to update my blog for those who want me to update it....

but there is nothing much for me to say...............................
just that....................erm...........my grandma keep nagging at me.....
lollz

kkiez....me go revise le

buaix

+staying stress is best+
~stress is motivation~

2005-04-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

exam coming le....got to jia you revise....heyss....did i mention that before? haha....anyway, nowadays no time to blog.....haiz.....exam are so........................duno wad to describe it as.....see my english so poor....vocabulary so limited.....haha

i just spent a weekend doing...........practically nothing....haha what do u think?
lucky today it was raining " cats and dogs " so i got no swimming.....but i still wasted my time...........=P

life is no longer boring when exams are around....life has become even more boring-er....is there such a word?? haha....who got dictionary? lols....i bet the dictionary has this word as the adjective....haha....my own dictionary have ba....

since...............exams are coming.................i need to go.......i got to go............i want to go........
haha...kkiez...
byez...

#exams are the worst student killer#

muhahaha

The Most UNFORTUNATE event!!!

2005-04-22T15:26:00.000-07:00

just as i thought!!! why must it be like this....i guess its just fate....F-A-T-E....there's nothing i could do.............haix.........
why must it be so true......I KNEW I WOULDN"T LIKE HOME ECONS...but this is not about liking it or not.......haix....would i want to score well for another person? Obviously i'm not that stupid!!! But i will be doing all the job.....and what that person get its the MARKS THAT IS EARNED BY ME!!!
i'm in a very bad mood........no one can help me none other than the home econs teacher.....but u think she will so....haix.......she wouldn't lor....she is not as lenient as i think........
why cant she arrange us by height....probably she will change her style of grouping after the june hols.........i just HOPE so....but i bet is only 1% chance that she will change her style................................sigh......wad can i do? its just fate....F-A-T-E...........

no one can cure my sad spirit...........
its been dampen.......
all because of _____________

tears... :'(

2005-04-20T16:55:00.000-07:00

what a day.....haiz....today still must do project...deadline tomorrow sum more....how to finish...still must present de.....haiz......no cooperation worse....
i'm tired of projects le.....lidat how to survive in sec sch.....ai yo....me must be more........duno wad adjective to describe...haha
nowadays not sian le...got so much things to do...exam round the corner also must revise....but the teacher themselves are making us fail by giving us so much assignments.....
seem like everyday me come and blog blog....hahaz....must release stress mah....
haiz haiz haiz.....now i hate the computer!!! because of that teacher make us to research.....create ppt presentation....and all sorts of things that has to be done with it!!! If we dun haf a computer than everything will be MARVELOUS.....lolls.....but hor...cannot come online....cannot come my bloggie....haha so having a computer is only a little advantage....
wah...today ms crazy brina.....make me laugh so much during chapel....what a !!! joke she created....lol.....wana hear? i know u are curious....haha.....anyway, she say that a teacher is my gf just because i find the teacher chio!!!
haha...ridiculous rite.....brina...dun be angry hor....i know we all meant it as a joke and i not LES....hahaha....
me come online do project become come and blog...
so wad rite...haiz....wad to do when everyone dun cooperate.....
no choice lor....
ai yah....still got art need to do....how no time le lah....tmr still got history test......haiz scared i fail leh....too bad lah....stupid....bad mood le =(

~*~ STRESS is the best medicine to EXAMS ~*~
=+= going for EXAMS unprepared is the BEST way to score!!!!!!..................score 0........... =+=

2005-04-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

haiz...doing the hero project for so many days....me tired liao.....y the conditions so hard de....have to redo so many stuff....me want to sleep le....tmr still must do the ppt...no choice...haiz
waste my time of revision....sigh....i really need to start revising......i dun want to fail but pass with flying colours!!! I suppose i could do it... *shrug*
me still waste time here and blog...haha......
sigh sigh.....me getting more and more tired out each day...
i suppose there are just too much for us to do.....nowadays sure wun feel salty haha
no mood to joke today leh......haiz....
me got to go eat dinner le....
wish me luck for exams!!!
byez

~Revision is the result to STRESS~ ............lols
~The best way to deSTRESS is to PLAY....hahaz

2005-04-18T15:23:00.000-07:00

let me see...eh no...should be let me think.....what happen today.......lolls
nothing much but i just love to post on my bloggie...haha juz kidding.....
exam coming le....got to jia you and revise.....haiz.......not again.....have to sit at the table to revise....later my whole body numb arh.......but no choice......
but sumtimes revise until sian.....but me want to do well mah so haiz....have to put in more effort......
ok.....i was too serious talking about exams....haha......let me say sumthing funny then....
actually i have nothing funny in mind to say.....lol....me going crazy again.....
i'm chocoholic!!! haha.....
haiz sian diao....always no one online....sad...=( but me cannot always online also mah so cant blame them....
lucky today no bad things happen...hahaz....but sch dismiss a bit later....also duno y.....there wasnt the usual prayer....
today another rainy weather...everytime i bring umbrella then dun rain de....then when i never bring then it rain....lucky the rain not so big....or i will be drenched like a wet dog *pant pant* haha....then i will get a cold....
anyway, me want to go and "revise" haha....maybe is "fake revise" haha.......no lah...me very serious de hor....haha jk jk
....so me signing off!!!.....
=) => Stay Happy Be Healthy <= (=

P:S: sure end up sleeping....or reading books.....storybooks!!! instead of textbooks!!! haha...

2005-04-17T14:28:00.000-07:00

Since this is the first time I made a bloggie....I shall say something meaningful although it may seem meaningless to u......
actually, there is nothing meaningful to say....haha i'm mad....
but there are some bad things that happen yesterday and today....perhaps it will also happen tomorrow... =( sad....

today's the 17 april 2005......yippee.....its northland's anniversary....I miss northland so much....the people there......the memories......the wonderful place......haiz....if only I have got a time turner like hermoine (harry potter), then I will surely turn the time back to when I was in pri 1....
haha....I think such things dun even exist....but someone can invent one....lollz

sian.....today's another sunday...which means? haha...u duno.....got to go swimming again....arrrggghhh!! hate that......
so I got to go......
bye bye